It has been a really long time since I ever update my blog. Things has been crazy this year. I took a quick look on the last blog I wrote at the end of 2017. I started to realize that how much I’ve changed in 2018.
First of all, I’m getting used to the fact that I’m not a student any more. As a fully responsible human being, I have to bear with every consequences my decisions lead to. And most importantly, I must think for my self, career-wise and life-wise. Which city? Which kind of job? Which life style? It’t not that I haven’t think about them before. It’s just I need some fine tunings to my original plan. Because I have to admit, that reality have some limitations compare to my idealistic planning. I think what should remain unchanged is that I haven’t think about fixing myself to a certain kind of life or job. I still want to have the flexibility of trying different things, which I believe is the sign of young.
Second, I thought another half-year in Germany would be boring AF. I was wrong. It turned out that with the new people I’ve known, I started to re-discover the fun in life. This makes me thinking that maybe I was losing my fun by hanging out the the wrong gang the whole time. I’m not a guy that could stick with the same 9-to-5 work schedule day by day. I need excitement in life to fulfil my hobbies. I need to meet people which can bring me different perspectives in life. I need to reflect myself on a regular basis to become better. This is the reason that I hate being buried in repetitive work or paper work on a daily basis.
Right now, it is another critical time for decisions. No matter what the outcome is, the purpose is unanimous:
Always. Doing. Better.